It's just a change of pace

Interest and all.

I am just looking for a little charisma. I want something more and I want more of it.

I want to read, write, play.

Read: I want to read the word, read books, the dictionary. I want to learn something all on my own. I want to learn to love to read. That would be awesome.

Write: I want to write books, poetry, songs and music.

Play: Guitar, Music.

Some aspirations.

I would like to be sure of myself. Sure enough to make decisions and be sure they are the right ones and to know when is the time for that decision. I want to know myself. I want to know people. I want to know Jesus. I want to love. I want it all. I mean I am a little pumped right now at this moment and I know that feeling in itself will fade. I know what I want. Well some of the things I want. I want to take back anything I have lost and I want to lose all the things that bring me down.

I just want to thank you guys for your prayers, patience and I hope that patience continues. I just thank you for support and love. It means a lot even if it doesn't show or if you don't feel it, even if I say it doesn't. Deep in there it means lots. Thanks.