thousand questions and no answers?

Emotionless
Is this what you feel when you lose something precious? Is it what you feel everyday? Do your emotions control your relationships? Does emotion control your life? Why is emotion so important? Or so unimportant? Does emotion get in the way? Is emotion, love? Or is it just involved in love?

Loving Dilemma
What do you feel? Why don't you feel His love? Why are you still looking? Isn't it right there? What does love mean to you? What does it mean to God? How do you express love? Do others see the love that you express? How do people know you love them? How much love can you take? How much love does God have for you?

Heart of God
Is it His children? His sons? Our works? How can we earn His love? Or can we at all? What is His heart made up of? What does His heart long for? Who does His heart long for? What is the greatest desire of His heart? Should that great desire not be our greatest desire? Or is that just for His own? What should our hearts look like? Does God really give us the desires of our heart? If so what are our greatest desires? Aren't they the same of His own heart?

Blessings in Disguise
Are there such things? What do Blessings in Disguise look like? Do they look any good? Or would that be the reason they are Blessings in DIGUISE? Do you feel blessed when you receive them? Do we really feel blessings at all? Can people be blessings to us?

Jesus is in here?
Is Jesus really inside of us when we accept Him? Does that make us special? Do we have special powers? What does that actually mean? Does that mean that we can talk to Him whenever we want? Unlimited connection? How does He show you that He is living in you? How does He show others? Does it feel like He is in us? How can it even be? We are sinners right? What does it mean for us and our future?

Unfathomable Forever
What is that anyways? How do you express it or explain it? What does forever mean? What does it represent? How will it feel? Does anyone know what forever is or means? Is Forever really UNFATHOMABLE?

Trinity/The Three
Are there really three? Are they all going to exist when the world ends? How do they look? How do they relate? How do they work together? Which one is the most important? Is it God? Jesus? The Holy Spirit? How can God really be God with all three? Is the Holy Spirit just simply God as a spirit? And is Jesus just simply God in somewhat-human form?

All The Rest Of The Questions
What is that feeling that you don't know what to do with? When you feeling nothing what is it? What are feelings? When you don't know what you are feeling, why are you feeling it? What is our purpose? Why do we feel so far from God sometimes? Are we ever really far from God? Where do our sins go when they are forgiven? Do they still exist in us? Are they still affecting us? What would ever make us happy? What about all the unanswered things? What about all the unsaid? Unexplained? Unexpressed? What about you?