the phases and changes

I do believe that I am in a phase of learning, what I am not totally sure. I am learning about future, what to do and what not to do. How to live, how not to. I think I am definitely learning that I am a sinner through and through, regardless how I am doing in the moment. Here is something I heard today, quite cool. "I am from a club of sinners and I am handing out free invitations." I love that, it totally rocks. I mean it doesn't really rock, it is too bad that we sin and that Jesus had to die for us. On the other hand, this is all his plan and it kind of rocks a lot. I mean embrass that you are a sinner, then go after Jesus. According to all of this I am going through a phase, unexplained one at that and it could and might be exciting. I am not quite sure about it at the moment but it will turn out good. One thing I just must say is that no matter how I feel I haven't lost what I gained this summer, though I'm in tribulating times and those such things. I still have Jesus, and what else is there.