stressers

The end of school draws near and I find myself in fear...

That was lovely use of comic relief don't you think??? Regardless, I find myself knowing less and less of what I actually want to do. I am seemingly running in circles. What seems to happen is this, I discover something that I would like to pursue, then very quickly I find that I really don't want to pursue it, then it goes on and on until I make my way back to where I started. Uncertainty is a sure way to stress me out...

Jobs. What is there to say about jobs. Well I can tell you this much, I can't do a job I don't enjoy, it is just bad news man. I am not strong enough for that kind of crap. The reason this is a problem is because every job that is available is a crappy job, or has crappy hours, etc. I mean the idea of a career makes me cringe because there isn't a career I long to have.

University/College. I wouldn't like to see the inside of a schools four walls again thank you very much. I don't want to back because that means doing four years for a mediocre career. Crap.

This is my dilemma, I don't like it. And I don't like money, I don't want to want money and I don't want to need it. I hate the pressures of society. Performance, money, money, money, job, career, education, college, university...all these crappy things...