dudes & dudettes

Luke Pickett rocks first of all! Secondly I am pretty much done all my exams in TWO weeks not three!

I am sitting here drinking warm milk at the end of a some what stressful/difficult day, and I am fully satisfied.

Day in and day I out I am seeing growth. Whether the growth feels spiritual or not, it is the result of preparation and definitely not my own preparation, because I suck at prep work.

I see that the whole idea of being a "willing spirit" if you will, is quite right. I mean I have said, "please Lord". And regardless how much I have sought, regardless how much I have read, and though my prayers have be short, they have been sweet. He is preparing me. He is preparing me for MANHOOD. For Marriage, for the love of all, the love of the church, healthy love for women. He is teaching me what they do in fact deserve. I don't know what it all entails but I know something is going on and it is beyond me. I am feeling very satisfied/fulfilled. It is completely awesome.

Blessings, I guess that is my report here. I am being hugely blessed and transformed, and it is happening in a certain succession. What I do know is that I will be prepared for the things I know as impossible.

AND I AM STILL SLEEPING....THANK THE LORD!

Well guys I love you and I will be thinking and praying for ya. And Kristi, Shane & Steph..and anyone else at the party tomorrow, I will try my best to get there.