oh my

I am overwhelmed.

That is pretty much where I stand. I am having a super emotional evening right exactly now. I don't know what to tell you. There is just so much and I have to present it to someone or at least somehow, I must get it out, whether it is in a vague fashion or not, it must escape.

Friends, they're having a hard time, and I would like to cry because they mean so much, I love my buddy. I can't imagine this world without him.

God, I just love Him, and I don't know how or why, or where it comes from. I just feel completely weak with love for Him right now. Just this evening and the last few nights something is being triggered, please keep praying. I am so desperate for His love, for the knowledge of His love, just to know Him...

This is where the vagueness comes in, the rest. This is how I will put it, there are other things that are coming into account and I am just overwhelmed with emotion and love and sadness, and its good but it is hard...please just pray...and just ask for an outpouring HARDCORE, I am needing it, just also ask for peace and comfort, in at least some form.

I just also want to thank you guys for all yours prayers, thank you so much and thank you for being there for me.

Love, Shaun.