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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

I want to write something deep so here it goes

The embodiment of man, of us. What do we embody, what shape do we take on? We are but a speck, yet we really are precious. What makes us so? Why are we as precious as we are, and why do over-analyze everything.

We aren't good enough, we are good enough, we are weak and pathetic, we are worthy but only because..

It is no wonder why we are the way we are. Although of course that comes from our very nature.

Regardless who believes that there is or is not a God. We all know that there is something about our placement and predicament.

Example: Why are you here?

Everyone wants to know, everyone needs to know.

And the thing is, we do embody a screwed up thing, the idea was perfect perhaps, not that we would actually know.

We honestly have no clue what's going on, and even if we do, our words and our thoughts and feelings though they may be good, they are insufficient.

We know as a whole, that we don't exist by our own power. That is fact. Some people disregard that and say, it just is, nothing just is.

I don't know, look at our hearts, anyone, look at your heart and tell me your all alone and tell me that you don't need anyone and that your self sufficient and that your all powerful and that everything within just simply exists.

There is so obviously a personality behind our creation.

Why do we feel? How do we feel? What is love? How do we love? How can we even feel love, especially when there is no way we created such a powerful thing. Love is something that exists beyond us, we can't even hold that together to a decent level, never mind at the level its intended.

Does not the creator of something know what it is, and how it is?

Love is not a man made entity. Emotion, is something given, not homemade. There is a reason we all feel empty. There is a reason we all have feelings of desperation, of longing, and we dismiss and are lonely and wonder why.

We need and need and need and never feel fulfilled, the question becomes what can fulfill us? What can please us, satisfy us?

Then there is an idea out there that says we need so we create for ourselves.

The need is that we feel alone, then fill it with what you think you need. Honestly we are not that creative.

Passion, we can not create. We can experience it, run with it, grow in it. We cannot just command it of ourselves. It is a need with in us, that each needs to have fulfilled. There are things that trigger that for all of us, and let me say this, we don't know ourselves good enough to have planned that ahead of time, when we were the size of a thimble or a chap-stick or even a football.

We are smaller than we know, yet we are more important and precious than we know. Though we are small we are not insignificant. Think all the thoughts that rattle our brains are in fact not contradictory, they may be above our understanding but matter of fact they accent one another.

Weak, small, insignificant.
Not insignificant....I don't know, the funny thing is that we can never disassociate ourselves with our nature and our being, but that is kind of a gift as well.

It's all contradictory, but not. However what I find is that our character though not within any matter of measure with Gods it is a reflection. We feel because God feels and when He created us that was something that would not be excluded. We feel love, passion, hate, compassion, mercy, loyal etc...because He has those, I don't know.

Uncreated, yet mhm, it's crazy to think that there is actually an original anything out there. Origin normally leads to something that still yet has origin, but one that is undiscovered or indiscoverable.

Original, I don't know He just existed, and still does and always will, yet it's not like He created Himself, His emotion, just was and always will be. His feelings just are. I'm sure He is not mystified by Himself but. Why He has and expresses emotion, I don't know but I am glad.

I don't know for sure, but I do believe even though we betrayed our sanctity & purity we are very much like God, in a general sense as far as what is and what isn't. We have just distorted everything to a level that shouldn't be possible. He is beyond us, yet He has made it so that He is so connected to us.

That is my profound speech...

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