denied application
I have finally found that life can't go on without you.
I have known oh so long that I can't be without you.
I couldn't exist, I can't love.
Lonely I deserted you, the only one who matters.
I am certain.
That, that the only thing I can do without you is die.
I will lose my breath.
I wish I could let you take my breath away, but I take it for myself.
Think of memories without you.
Times before you.
Do they exist?
It was once I tasted your sincerity that I have known your fullness; some of it.
Just a little fixed and I know what I am missing.
I am missing the world and all that it's meant for.
Missing what makes you whole hurts.
Hurts more than rejection.
More than pain.
Than anything.
I am missing it all; missing everything.
2 comments:
You are valued buddy. Find Him in community of loving people. Find Him in the Bible. Find Him in your heart because he lives there. Find Him in nature because he created it for you to enjoy.
But I also love your honesty. Lament is important. We need it.
wow, Shaun.
I sure hope that you are listening to what you say. Cause I know I am, and what you say is amazing. From God. You are amazing, and I value a lot. *hugs* lotsa hugs. You better be getting a fair share of real hugs from those around you.
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