airplanes and paperbacks.

Paperback books and blueprints write our lives as we live them.

Just fun times out here in Steinbach/Mitchell area. I have huge news! It was the craziest thing today. I had a slurpee that tasted like ROTTEN ORANGES! Sick and wrong. I totally had that slurpee in Steinbach. I mean Winnipeg or some other place I could accept it, but in Steinbach??? So disappointed. I am so sad about that. It was the most disappointing time at Sev ever! It makes me sick. I also have hick ups. So sucky right now.

I recently just finished my short story for english which is due on monday. It is about the cruelty and the honor in the people of Afghanistan after the Taliban took over and how the true survivors and heros are the victims of their cruelty. I am also trying to do some history homework in photoshop but it isn't all working out so great.

I don't really have I lot I feel like sharing but I will just to make my post a little bigger. Today I went out with Mikayla after school to get a slurpee; we had a pretty cool time. Got slurpee's that tasted gross and went to hull's and found no good cd's. Shoot eh. Then was doing stuff and that was that, then I got to dad's and ate and did some homework. Huge highlight as of last night however. I am reading THE book called "Every Young Man's Battle" It is a totally amazing and crazy book. Just wow. Everyone should read it. As well as the FEMALE version. Most definitely. That is about it. School is okay and parents are getting not just annoying like they are to every girl and boy but they are getting worse. They are like totally um. I don't know. There is something in my stomache that makes me sick about it. Feels like no respect and that I am just a little kid that deserves no respect and can't live his life without help..it's like I am two when really I am going to be an adult in like six months. It makes me so mad. After reading that book however something changed in me and instead of being just angry I was upset and ready to deal with it properly; turns out parents aren't ready for that. So I have no idea what to do. I tried to approach it respectfully and get slapped in the face; then they try and act like they have done nothing wrong, as if its all okay. So I sit there like what??? how can it just be all okay. They say something and I just can't respond, it makes it seem like I am ignoring them but I'm not I am just shocked and have no idea what to say because its just like. HELLO!?? What are you talking about; you treat me without respect and you think its OKAY??? Heck no. I am trying to make an effort, how about you!!!! There is a lot of confusing anger in my heart right now and the rents are not trying to help at all. That's that, which might make for an interesting Christmas. How can you just put that aside, I mean its not even healthy too. Christmas has a lot to do with family. So lets resolve some issues I say. I just don't even know what is going to happen. Please give me strength..I am going to need it.