one last chance

every night I go to bed
I cry myself to sleep
the broken lies once told
I haven't realized that not everything I say is a lie
not everything I say is a lie
I've been forsaken to many times I've tried
I've cried so many tears I know you've seen them all
I know you've seen me there
that broken stare tells me you know
I lost you there I know
counting the tears you shed
you bled
I broke your heart when I lied to you
counting down the days that your love falls on me
you've abandoned me just one last time I tried to hold on
I've seen no love from you for so long
I can't believe that just one lie hurt so much
but you hurt me so much more
I don't know how to feel right now
I don't know when I'll heal
so long
so long and goodbye
I've cried and now its time to kneel