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Just keep quiet, be still. Lie open to your successor. Lie broken and on your knees. Relieve yourself of your self-centered, self-assembled and self-applied ways. To be self-achieved is not an accomplishment. To be created, moulded and to live by and with God. That is an accomplishment. Are you living for yourself? Why? Why not live for something else? Something bigger. Don't live to satisfy yourself. Don't live to satisfy your "desires". The desires of others. Are you performing for them? Does it feel like it? Well it does sometimes for sure. Don't let people control your life. Don't let them change what you believe, don't let them scope or change or mould the focus of your life. For it is your life, which you have chosen to give. Do choose. Chose to give it. Don't be selfish; don't think of self before the guy beside you. Don't think of yourself before you think of the very being which created you.


Created for a reason. Another thing that should be stressed is that when you give your life. When you put Him first, put others first. Means your second. Setting you back, and loving others more. That is a purpose. A purpose enough. God has more though. Don't be deceived. He gives love and it is a gift. Use it number one. He also will have more gifts for you. Ask then receive then use them as well. There major reason, or purpose is love. That is the greatest thing. It says such amazing and powerful things about love in the bible. It is so important, we are here to love. We need to understand that. So we are created to love, to spread the word of God. But I don't think I fully understand our purpose.....well God told us to love. That is our purpose, but it goes far beyond that. We are going to be the outcasts of society. We will be the radicals. So love, and rejoice, praise and worship God. Be loose. Don't be "sheltered" get in the mud. Get dirty...well let me clarify so that the wrong idea doesn't come to mind. We should not be sitting ducks. We should be the ones getting up, getting out of the pews. Stand up, and run. Don't sit or wait for air to continue on. So don't stop, don't be held down, love. Find purpose, find it in God. Once you know. Run.


Leftovers for the day....well I don't know what I was going to say to you all today, I think it has been pretty good so far. So I will try to think of a good note to end on. Alright I am just going to go totally random. It is going to be pretty hardcore. Fight the dust, dry bones rise. Enemy falls. Dies, lies and betrays. Foreseers of this life will live. Will die. Live with passion, not for hours, or minutes. Die the pain. Live the pain. The pain is the gift. Love, death, eternity. Eternity with God. Passion, persistence. Desire. Utmost desires of the heart. They will live on. Die desires of the body. Live in desire of Jesus. Follow, run, fall and jump up. Swim to the finish. Dive in the challenge. Exuberance of emotion. "Deceitful truths"? Denounced. By the world, of the world. Desires of blood of death. Dissention. Death. Lies. Deceit. The enemy. Devil. Satan. Hell. The path of RIGHTEOUSNESS. Will prevail. Good over evil. God over Satan. Fallen angles. Risen. Fallen, pretentious...lethal poison. Drink it. Says he. Then His hand caresses your shoulder. To stop. Look away. Drop the poison. Don't look away don't let go of the hand which has caressed you. The hand that has birthed you. Rewind. Design. Plans. Honour. Honourable death. Live and die. Play it. Strum it. Use it. FIRE. Flames. Passion of the Designer. Passion given. Passion dying. Drowning. Revived.