the battle rages on

there is a battle taking place on the inside. i just received a revelation of this i believe.

i was sitting on kristi and shanes couch while i was listening to my devo from that sunday, and i wondered how can my heart be in such chaos during this relaxing/God seeking time. i mean two days ago i played a love song to the Lord, which reached the Sea of Glass and today my heart is in oppresive shambles.

then i thought, why do i fret so much about oppresive thoughts. it is pretty simple, i am my beloveds and he is mine. and what he has called great on the earth, such as relationships really are great, but i should not fret over it. if i run into him he will guide me and i surely will be not lost. and lets be honest here, it never gets boring singing love songs to the beloved of the saints, but to a girl it just might.