excuse the emo-ness

hey guys.

just for a second i would like to vent a bit, because it seems that my brain has been a little bit behind and my heart has not been completely honest with itself.

i just want to the silence to end.

these last few months have been way beyond crazy.

first there was the beginning of a relationship, then i got a job, then there was grad, i moved, then the end of a relationship, then the divorce of my parents.

that is a pretty heavy list i would say. i don't even think i realize it. life just continues and you have no choice, there is no slowing it down.

but i can't even pretend for a second that the last few months have sucked. because even in the crappiest of times the greatest things have happened.

there are things i wish didn't happen, which is self explanatory but from those things have come great things.

God's pursuit of me is very evident. and even though very often i am lazy and don't hold up my end, He is still doing great things and He is always with me.

life looks a lot different then i expected but that isn't a bad even though sometimes it feels like one.

in conclusion there are times of anger, sadness, numbness, laughing, confusion, and what ever else but God will form me into the man He wants me to be, and that is exciting.

God blessings.
Shaun Andrew Reimer