Off the chest
I just want to get some pressure off my chest, and right now I am not totally sure exactly what it is. Well to start off I like to worship by myself than with lots of people, however I used to feel okay with worshipping with others but now it seems very difficult. This fact, it blows. I don't know what to do about it. The other thing is, I am always very distracted during worship because I always want to trade places with the fellow playing the gui-TAR.
I think my standards for myself are too high..which is funny because it never has seemed that I could ever make those standards, and you would that you would make standards that are at least close to attainable, but perhaps that could just be the fact that an attitude where you try to do things without God wouldn't really help that situation.
Interesting fact; we are supposed to be defined by God, recently I was thinking about how I could define myself with a career that I would love..well turns out that wouldn't be a good idea. I am very glad that someone said it before I discovered the hard way.
Here is another completely different topic..GIRLS..and girls please ignore and skip this paragraph...except for sisters. They are crazy..that is not meant to be offensive, however they make me go mad! I don't know what to do "with" or "without" them. They make my mind go in cirlces and it's hard to see what kind of gal I would like to have as a wife and that is disappointing because I don't even know what I want and that makes it hard as well I try and find reasons not to entertain the idea of girls because then I don't have to get stressed out!!???..
K, girls your allowed to start reading again. But all I am going to say is goodbye..or sianara except I just butchered that.
Later
ShaunReimer-getoutmyhouse
3 comments:
Shaun,
It was nice to have you over this weekend! It's been too long!
I enjoyed having you with us at Sanctuary as well.
Keep pressing on! If you haven't made a habit of worshipping along side others and usually worship alone, it can be tough to worship together, especially for that amount of time! But it is also good that you love and crave alone time, because we all must not get too busy with corporate stuff that we forget about the secret place. Join us when you can and in the meantime, soak it up in the secret place!
Love you tons!
I loved having you in the city too! I love you having you close : )
I agree with what Kristi said about craving and soaking up the secret place and trying to find that place in corporate worship. It can be awkward or hard at times but it can also be so sweet to partner with other people with a single purpose of experiencing Jesus.
LOVE YOU BRO!
Shaun! You are definitely being defined by God; it's all over you! Many blessings my brother. Maybe I can see you in a few months?! Mmmmm...
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