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He guys..I haven't blogged in a really long while and I just want to shout out no matter how it looks and sounds and just say I am here, I am alive and there are things to do. I am sitting here listening to good old Trace Bundy..with some hot new earings from Kool Kats. I am cumfy and tired and I know that I have to work pretty much all day tomorrow and that it is supposed to be a hectic day.

Work has been treating me pretty okay lately. I enjoy it, the shifts just feel so long; especially when I always have to ask what to do, I hate having to ask, it sucks. Soon however less work will be coming my way; yes. Though that means less money I don't really care, I don't particularly like money anyways. Tomorrow is my last shift for a few days, then fun times! I am so happy about that.

The "rest" of life shall I call it that is going alright, it doesn't really seem like I have time for the "rest" of life but it is somewhat there I guess. I can't wait to have some more time for it. I just want to play some guitar, have a cup of hot tea with a teaspoon of honey and relax OUTSIDE! I need some me time and some one on one people time. Which is going to rock! One reason, family, and Craig, who is family is coming back to FRIENDLY Manitoba today techinically speaking. So he and I will hang for a while if possible then on sunday I hopefully will be able to take a good old trip to the city.

A significant part of the "rest." Would be ME...such as emotional, physical..etc. I am doing good if I just had a chance to think and take some time for myself it seems. I am mostly sane, pretty healthy, definitely good looking and I have a longing to grow and develop in a special way unto myself. My own grownupness. Which would most definitely include a relationship with God. A relationship, of my personal own and one I can share with others, but first just me. If I don't have the personal I got nothing. So I got to get started working on that. Difficult times. However I am going to try and make it very simple for myself. What I believe, and what conquers all..love. Sweet deal.

Another quite cool and important diddy would be the fact that as for what I see for my life; self employed, "don't know what that means necessarily." And not necessarily marriage...which rocks. Marriage can have some great things, and though to deny myself marriage kinda seems like a punishment yet not at all because I believe that I can find so much more in God, then marriage..well the idea is I don't need nor do I want marriage in the present or near or maybe even far future..end of story.

Here I am I am pretty happy and just need some good time to rest. Love ya guys.