the things we do, just to keep ourselves alive

I don't necessarily feel like talking..well I do but I don't know who I want to talk to. I just have a lot to express right now, but I don't know how to.

Psshh, well mmm I don't know what to say. It just feels like so much is going on, yet so little. It also seems there is so much to talk about but so little to say about it. I am just a little tired of feeling this way. I wish things would change and that life would be different.

I feel like I need to talk to someone yet it feels like I just can't. It is pretty darn crappy. I just don't know what to do. However I just want some comfort from God...yet it is just all out of sorts.

I wish love would just rule my life. Than everything would be ok. It is just all so hard. Too much of everything but the good things it seems.

on and on it goes..