refrain

I have been here waiting all my life for you, now you've disappeared.

I am just hoping that a little of you will fall in my lap. That some of you will find its way to me, and to my heart. Bring me something I don't expect or deserve; something that I am not worthy of. Your love. For my purpose is to bring reflection; a reflection that is insignificant and unclear. It should be clear in its imperfections.

I am sitting, waiting and wishing that the ignorance will fade and that I can pretend to find my way to openess. I just want something to change. I hope that the effort of bringing good influence and habit into play could make a difference.

I wish I was like a child as we are to be. It would be so much easier. Follow blindly. Just take it all and know its truth and just believe it and follow it. Don't even give the mind a chance to wander.

I just ask for some prayers..and I will have to work out the rest for myself I guess. Between God and I.