Longer and longer

Everything seems like it takes so much energy and understanding.

Thinking too much..

Well with that as an intro I would like to express where I am at because I believe that is the reason that some of you read this or look at it, which ever.

The Bible is good and just awesome. Full of revealation. I am really enjoying the tid-bits and how every story has a huge message with amazing passion and beauty. Majestic I must say. God is so very wise. I wish I knew how to rely on that wisdom. Sometimes however I would just like to know what's what. I would like to know things for sure. Like; for example when I play guitar. Somedays it feels great and I love it. The next I have some trouble and I find myself in a dilemma. I find that I lose my passion. I feel as though I am not good and therefore I should quit perhaps. Somedays I just don't enjoy it. Those days are hard, or the days where you feel your not learning anything and you get bored of the things you can do and play. That is one section where I would like to have some understanding. Though it is a very simple and perhaps irrelevant example I will turn it into a relevant one. Some how anyways.

Understanding love, passion and perseverance.

Love, well who could ever understand that..and that goes for the rest of it as well. It is just simply impossible to understand it completely. We are supposed to rely on God's understanding and wisdom not our own correct? So then how do we understand. Well some would say that God is just taking understanding from you so that you can truely understand or lean on His understanding. Obviously He won't let you understand and know everything, then you wouldn't need Him. On the other hand will He help you understand certain things? Or only to a certain extent? Interesting thought and concept and reasonibly simple. Love, well I think that is just something that you learn through life and only begin understanding when your half dead. I think that's how it is with all knowledge you learn it through experience. Life experience. Live your life and you will see I guess. Passion well I believe it is easier to understand then love, but I believe that when you start to understand it then you will start to understand the fundamentals on love. I believe when you love you will persevere. Order of events, love someone and persevere and understand.

It's all about love and it always is.