fighting lust and impurities

what happens if I say no
what comes next
I'm so torn and ripped apart
I just don't understand
I'm broken
between the pain and love
all I want is to fill this space
It doesn't leave
I can't stop
help me
I cannot do it alone
I don't know what else to do
I'm not sure what to say
I have stretched myself too far
for far too long
the last of my faithfulness has fled
all I am left with is this addiction unfed
what more could I get from you
what do you expect
I said I was sorry
I am a human being what do you expect
forgive me for I will never be done
It control’s me has taken me all
I have lost the battle tonight
tomorrow I will fall again
only to be found in the depression of what's mine
what I have made I must change
I have lost it all
I have nothing left
all I am left with is this addiction unfed
what more could I get from you
what do you expect
I said I was sorry
I am a human being what do you expect
I can't wait it's growing stronger
I cann't stall much longer it will find where I am
show me first
make me strong